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May 26, 2024

Embracing Multi-Potentiality: An Inspiring Conversation with Atmos!

Embracing Multi-Potentiality: An Inspiring Conversation with Atmos!

In this episode of the Blu Alchemist Podcast titled "Embracing Multi-Potentiality: An Inspiring Conversation with Atmos," host Siquoyia Blue explores a range of topics with guest Atmos. The conversation delves into Atmos' musical journey, his poetry ...

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In this episode of the Blu Alchemist Podcast titled "Embracing Multi-Potentiality: An Inspiring Conversation with Atmos," host Siquoyia Blue explores a range of topics with guest Atmos. The conversation delves into Atmos' musical journey, his poetry book, the complexities of demon possession versus mental illness, and the impact of the law of attraction. They also discuss the significance of in-person events for artists, self-publishing versus traditional publishing, and the importance of embracing imperfection in creative endeavors. The episode concludes with insights into the use of AI in art and the value of experimentation in photography. Join Siquoyia Blue and Atmos as they navigate through artistic expression, personal growth, and the interconnectedness of creativity.

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Chapters

00:00 - 00:00 Prepare for projects by playing and creating.

03:53 - Poetry led to book inspired by personal experiences.

07:15 - Questioning religious path, embracing spiritualism and afterlife.

12:34 - Focusing on local community brought new opportunities.

15:27 - Struggling with diet due to food safety.

18:21 - Musicians feel stage fright because they care.

21:27 - Favorite poem: haiku embodies book’s principles.

25:47 - Be independent, market yourself, avoid label control.

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29:58 - AI should be banned from art entirely.

33:28 - Building photography portfolio, offering prints soon. Excited!

37:09 - Perfectionism can hinder productivity and growth.

Transcript
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Peace. Peace, everyone. It's your girl, sequoia blue back in here with another

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episode. And today we have a special guest from the

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UK, Atmos. And he is a multi

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instrumentalist, composer, artist, photographer, poet

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and author. I mean, just all around talented.

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And he considers himself to be a multi potential light.

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And that's a great segue, y'all, because, you know, I consider myself to

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be a multite potential light. So I definitely want to get his opinion on what

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that means to him. So thanks, Atmos, for coming into

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the pod today. And what does multi potential, like, mean to

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you? Oh, that's a good place to start.

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So multi potentiality is something that I came

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into quite late, really, and I never really knew it existed. So

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for me, it means wanting to explore lots of different

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areas, but deeply as well, not just scratching the surface.

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So it's exploring multiple interests

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and sort of really diving into them and finding out what it's about and what

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you like about those interests as well.

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I like that. Yeah. Because there's so much stigma

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on that. They're like, focus on one thing and meet down and blah, blah,

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blah. And it's like, that's not everybody, right? And

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everybody can handle different things, right? Exactly.

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Exactly. Yeah. I was just going to say, like, for me personally, like,

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one of the reasons I consider myself a multi potential art is because

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different art forms, for example, they cater to different

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needs or different things. I want to express. You know, I might want to

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express something visually through art or photography, but then if I have an

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emotion, I want to get out. It might be music that

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fulfills that.

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So you just. You just let out whatever vibes you have

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with whatever skill set that's there that you have. I like that.

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Like, it's good not to close ourselves off because it's

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just, it doesn't make life fruitful when we can't just say, okay, let me express

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this this way. I'm a painted. I love it. I like your paintings, by the

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way. Please check out his website. Thank you productions

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slash links because his art is very different. I like the

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style of it. I'm actually probably gonna buy one of

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these because I like, I like, I like art the size of boxes,

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as you all probably know by now. And

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so what, so what is the favorite. What is your favorite

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thing that you like to do when it comes to, like,

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figuring out what you're. What you're gonna map out, like, as far as, like, your

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book or just your music? Like, how do you sit down and prepare for

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it? So I think one of the ways I prepare for

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doing these things is almost kind of doing the groundwork by

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just allowing myself to play and sort of create without expecting

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too much to start with. A lot of the projects I've

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created, they've come together almost afterwards.

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I've been writing a lot of poetry under a tree, for example, at one point

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in my life, and then at one point I thought, well, maybe I should do

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a book, because these poems that I've been coming up with are quite strong,

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and they clearly link together for

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most projects. It's not really a case of I've got a vision that I want

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to come together, but that does happen as well sometimes,

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especially if it's something like the music that I've been

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working on. If I've got, like, a concept album in mind, then

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I kind of explore that theme and again allow myself to play and

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then try and draw together these different creations and try to make some sense of

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it. Wow. I love

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it. I love it. And what inspired you to write poetry

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for the blind? So when I first started doing

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poetry, I never thought about doing a book at all. The first poem I

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actually did, it was, in a way, a

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tribute and like a sort of putting myself in the shoes

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of my uncle, who he was in the Falklands war,

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and I experienced myself

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sort of hearing him with night terrors. And it sort of put, I wanted

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to sort of think how things might have been from his perspective when he came

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back from the Falklands. And I actually wrote the poem

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war based on that. And originally that was going to be

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song lyrics, but once I read it over a few times, I realized it

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stood on its own ground. It didn't need music for it to have any weight

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to it. And from building on that,

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I ended up doing another poem called speciesism, which

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actually converted me to. I basically converted myself to veganism,

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really, because I've. Yeah. Oh, so

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I've always been into animal rights and animal welfare, but once I

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started researching more into the realities of animal

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agriculture, I started to connect the dots in my

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mind, in my subconscious, I think, and I started to write

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about it. And once I put the words onto the page and

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I realized what I was supporting at that time, because I was vegetarian,

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I realized that I need to start doing this if this is what

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I believe and this is. And it kind of led from there, really.

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And I started building on other social themes and

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things that I'm really passionate about. I think other people,

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or most people, we need to pay attention to things more. It's so

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easy to get on with our own day to day lives and almost ignore

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some things that are important in the world.

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Oh, I love that. And your book covers various

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themes like philosophy, consciousness and gratitude. What does

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conscious mean? So I think, to put it in a sentence, I

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think a conscious way of living is being present in

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the life that we have and that. So that could be our personal

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life, but also the world that's going on around us at the same

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time not shying away from things that are

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going on. And a good example is what's happening in Palestine right now.

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It's something that may not directly affect us in one way, but

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it doesn't mean that we should ignore it, because I think

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issues like that may be affecting people in another country,

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but one day may affect us, and we want people in our corner to support

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us when that happens.

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Yeah, I totally agree. Just being all around aware, and that's what

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I'm about is awareness. Just knowing what's going on out here. You know, you got

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a lot of people that don't know what's going on and you're like, dang, you

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don't gotta. I think it's important to stay aware and not be fearful. Right?

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Like, I think people, it's a fine line between being scared, watching,

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and then just being aware. You know, it's. I think

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it's like this mind warp thing. And I use that word a lot fresh in

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cop, you know, trademark that. But mind warping yourself, which is to

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understanding the differences and things, you know.

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You know, like spirituality versus religion and all these things

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that, you know, are set. I mean, do you see yourself

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as spiritual or do you see yourself as. So I wouldn't see myself as

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a religious person. I think at one point I did question

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a lot of that area, whether I did want to go down the path of

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being religious or whether that kind of life was for me. But I

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would say that I'm a spiritual person. I did.

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So I have fallen out of a bit of a spiritual practice that I was

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quite ingrained in at one point. But I still believe in a lot of the

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principles of living a spiritual life. And

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I also believe that this is not the only existence that there is,

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that there are other, like, you could call them realms or

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dimensions that we don't necessarily see, but

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I believe they exist, whether that's reincarnation or other things like

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that.

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Yeah, I did, too. Like, I sometimes think my dog has lived before.

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He's been here before, his little man in him or something. I mean,

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I just. I just think outside the box like that. And I think that's what

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makes life better and more aware

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of what could be, you know,

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watching the show evil right now, in the show evil, it talks about,

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you know, different spiritual things that could happen to

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someone, like possession. And then, you know, you have a psychiatrist, and you have

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a. Who is it, a priest? And then you have

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the tech guy, and they're all going to these different

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situations. And they're trying to see if it's really a

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demon possession. Or is it actually their mind. Is it

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psychologically all. They need some medicine or something. And I think that's

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interesting because it's like, that ties into, like, the whole

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awareness and the consciousness thing. Because it's like knowing, okay, what's the

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difference of it all? And can you get outside of your mind to see the

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difference? Like, what if you're stuck and it's one thing, and you can't see that

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this person may be possessed, might need some other help besides some

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medicine? It's just a deep show. I. You know, it

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just. I don't know why you booked it. It sounds good, but, yes. Okay.

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Carry on. What? Yeah, so I was

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gonna say kind. Of what you're about to think. One of the things that show

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makes me think of, although I haven't seen it, is I think

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there's an innate human need for us to put logic on

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everything. Or try to define something logically in a way that we

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can make sense of. But I don't believe that there. We

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will ever understand everything that there is to know. And I think that's okay.

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You know, I think sometimes there are things that are beyond us. That we just

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have to kind of let go of trying to make sense of.

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Yes, I totally agree. Sometimes you just don't know. Just say you

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just can't figure it out. Even if all the degrees or whatever you feel like,

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you know, has got you into this world and say, okay, this is

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what. Is what it's got to be. Because I went to Harvard, like, you know,

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we don't know. You know. So that's just what it is.

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And, uh, how do you think poetry can. So that's good. So

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I think with poetry, I mean, I don't know the complete

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origins of poetry, but I think. I think of poetry as a form of

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protest, like lyrical protest. I mean,

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it doesn't always have to be that way. But I feel like there's a lot

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of power in words, whether it's through poetry or, you know, through fiction,

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for example. And I think it's quite accessible as well,

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unlike some art forms that people might not get as much. I

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think if you can write something, if you can write a

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poem that is true to your beliefs and

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something that other people can resonate with, then you

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almost share your perspective with them through words and you

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connect on a deeper level, even though they've never met you before, and

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you're sharing ideas by them, consuming what

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you read and then thinking it over in their own mind and then questioning how

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those words make them feel.

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Mmm, that is so true. I mean, because there's always someone else in the

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world thinking the same thing you are and just wants maybe somebody else to say

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it or to connect with someone else. And that's how I feel like poetry is,

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you know, I mean, because every, when I used to do. I actually do

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poetry, too, but I don't do it as much as I used to. But when

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I used to go to this poetry shop in Atlanta, Georgia, when I used to

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live in Atlanta, I used to go and recite poetry,

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and people would be like, you know, hey, man, I connected with that or this

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and that, and it's like you can see their face light up, you know, and

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it just makes. Makes it all worthwhile, you know? It's

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very interesting. Yeah, definitely. I think

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that's one of the reasons I like performing poetry live as well sometimes.

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with the audience, I think you can usually tell when someone's really intently

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listening to what you say, whether they connect with it in some way as

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well. So it's. It's really nice and refreshing when that

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happens. Man, that's amazing.

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So do you believe in law of attraction?

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of the law of attraction is it's when you, you attract what you

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put out. Is that correct? Yes. Yes. So

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I do. I can sort of make sense of it with the logic that we

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So I think what we focus on is what we get

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closer to. And I think that does. It's essentially the same

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thing, I think, for me.

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I mean, one thing that I was trying to do for a long time is

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I was trying to move to a different city, and it

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wasn't quite working out in the way that I wanted it to. And

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despite that, I kind of changed my tactics of what I was doing at the

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time, and I tried to help build the creative community or get

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involved in that in my local area, because those were the things that I were

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craving at the time. And by doing that, I've made so

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many new connections. I've had more opportunities

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and just more friendships as well from creative people, which

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place I was thinking of moving was a place called Brighton in England. I

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don't know if you've heard of it before. Tumble. I heard of it, actually,

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yeah. So I haven't been there a lot, but there's quite a creative scene

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there of lots of different kinds of people. But

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I no longer think that you have to move to those places necessarily to

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find those people. A lot of them are in the same cities that you live

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in. It's just knowing where to find them. And I think

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by changing the way I was approaching how I was trying to live,

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by not moving anymore, I helped myself

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to find those people because I got involved in the community, and

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I attracted those people into my circle, if you like.

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of circle of, I mean, call it signs, you call it spirituality.

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I don't know. I do believe that when you're. When your mind really wants something,

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and I mean, not halfway wants something, but really wants it, I swear, it

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just comes to you, like, and it started happening to me. I started becoming more

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of my conscious awareness journey and gratitude journey, really,

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just like a year ago. And things just start coming, like type of guests. I

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want everything. I'm like, what the. I don't even look for nothing no more, you

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know? And things that I don't really want or halfway want, they just don't come.

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Yeah. You know, are things that may just take a long time. Maybe

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it's. I'm not ready yet. Because sometimes you understand that you might have want to

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start doing the performing at 20, but you just weren't ready at the

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time. And I think I just wasn't ready for certain things in my twenties,

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like I am, like I am now. It's like sometimes it's

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your thirties, forties is more fruitful. Like, you know, I think sometimes it's

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okay to start later because sometimes it's like you're better when you start later,

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you know, and just try to get that stigma if you got to be young

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and do this and that. Just get that out. Get that out of your brain,

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guys. I mean, come. Come on. You know, it's just so much more to life.

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We can live up to 100 if we, you know, eat right.

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It'll be like atmos. I'd become a vegan, but I don't know if I. It's

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gonna be very hard for me. I'm a pescetarian right now, and I don't know

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if I can. Maybe I'll have to set a challenge for you. Try it out

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for a week. You never know. You might

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have to send me a recipe or something because I can. I'm just like, I'm

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just so used to having some type of meat and, you know, and then I

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feel like sometimes I get sick, like, from salmon. I used to be like, okay,

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I can eat salmon, but then I'm starting to get sick from it. I said,

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what the heck am I going to eat? I don't know if they're point. You

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know, I've seen so many documentaries. We probably, you know, you've probably seen it, too,

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where there's stuff in the food now, and it's just causing a lot of

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issues. So it's, it's, it's just so

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many directions you can go, but it's hard. It's very hard for me. But

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I'm like, yeah, no, I know what you mean. I mean, the culture of food,

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food that we, like, live in, it's. Yeah, it's so, like, different to,

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I believe, how it should be. I mean, ideally, we would have local

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communities or, like, local gardens or something where we have, you know,

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access to fresh produce, you know, most of the time throughout the year.

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But instead we've got these, you know, mass

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manufactured, you know, whether it's livestock or, or

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it's crops that have been sprayed or with pesticides and all

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those kind of things that we're then ingesting, you know, and. But it's no wonder

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that people get sick because we're not really consuming real

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food a lot of the time.

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No, we're not. I'm like, God dang it, it's getting worse now. And I'm just

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like, what am I? What is going on? So I just try to try to

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stay positive about it, try to figure out and just keep going because, you know,

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your body is used to what it's used to. And I think that's the issue

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with a lot of people. So you also went down

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a musical journey here. When did you start? So

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my introduction to music was one of the first creative things I really got into.

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ten, I think that's when I started playing the recorder. I don't know if that's

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something you guys do in America, but it's quite common here for a lot of

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kids to learn the recorder

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and. Yeah, so I started with that, but that

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never really stuck for me. It's. Yeah, it didn't really interest me much.

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after. And I think I found it too difficult, if I'm being completely

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honest. So I gave that up as well. But when I, when

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guitar and I think it's because of the music I was

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listening to at the time as well. All my bands and

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musicians that inspired me. That instrument stuck for me.

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So from twelve onwards I gradually got more invested in

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music and started practicing my skills and started to

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connect the dots and understand how music works and how we can use it

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to express ourselves and to

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connect with other people as well. Especially if we're playing live music

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with the band and an audience as well.

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Wow. I love it. And have you ever had any like

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stage fright or anything like that or. Absolutely. I think

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any musician or any performer that says they don't

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get stage fright, I think they're lying, to be honest,

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because I think with stage fright, the reason

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we get it is because we care. We care about providing a

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good performance. We want to connect with the audience, we want to play our music

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properly that we know it's even if the audience doesn't know what it's supposed to

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sound like. Because we know that there

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are a lot of people out there that will judge us for how we are

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on stage and off stage. And we most want to put our best

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foot forward. But I think it's important

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to not let stage fright stop you from doing it at all. It's

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okay to make mistakes. Even the most famous musicians of all

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time do it on countless occasions that you

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might not notice if you see them perform because you're not looking for their mistakes.

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You're trying to enjoy yourself.

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They're home. Yeah, I totally agree. I mean, I'm not

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really, I'm not a judge, judgy type person because I don't know if it's because

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I'm an artist at heart, but I, I just, I don't look for the flaws,

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I just look for just a good artist and I'm not comparing them to another

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artist I notice and you know, where I'm at, it's like a lot

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of, you know, a lot of people compare, you

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know, certain artists to other artists, like, oh, you're not this artist or that. Especially

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when I was growing up, they would say, oh, you're not. You know, you don't.

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You're not sounding like you're in a church. You're not sound like Lady Houston or

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something. And, like, I'm not. I love those. I love different type of music, but

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I'm definitely just myself. And that, you know, it took years to figure out, oh,

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this is, you know, I'm an eccentric singer. I'm an abstract soul singer.

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I call myself, because I might mix rock with soul. I might mix

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things around, you know, I don't want any rules. I don't like rules. Like,

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because it's music. It's still art. It's like a painter. So, you know, Vincent Van

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Gogh can paint his stuff and do it the way he wants, and I should

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be able to do my music the way I want. But things are changing now.

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You see more of that happening, more that revolution. Yeah, I mean, I absolutely

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agree. I think, you know, there's only one of you. Why try and

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be someone else? Only you can express yourself, yourself authentically. And

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I think despite any pushback from people saying that you

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can't do certain genres or you can't do certain

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instruments, for example, almost do it, almost

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go against it on purpose as a form of rebellion. That's. That's the way I

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kind of see it, just to do it for yourself first, but almost to say

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that, you know, I can do this if I want. Yeah,

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it's like, I mean, and that's what I'm trying to push out here, because I

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want some. Someone that's 20 years old that's nervous and stuff to just do it.

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Do your own style, because we're sending a statement.

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Most people are followers, unfortunately, but you got the 5% that are

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just, like the change makers, if

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you will. And I think those are the ones, like us, you and I, we're

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the ones that's changing this game with the pushing our perspectives

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and challenging people perspectives. And that's what you're doing in your

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poetry book? Like, yeah, definitely.

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So I meant to ask you, what's your favorite poem

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in your book? That's a good question.

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So I don't know if I've ever thought about what my

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actual favorite is, because when I went through writing the

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poems, a lot of them kind of happened in phases. I'd

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focus on maybe a couple of poems at a time, and then I would

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just zone in on those and just make sure they were finished before moving

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on. I think, although there's a lot of deep

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subjects in my book, I think one of

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the. My favorites, just because of its simplicity, is the haiku that's

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at the start of the book. And

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the simplicity of it, I think, is good because

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it sort of embodies one of the principles of the book

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about how we can change the way we think. We don't have to

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be locked into these beliefs that we've adopted through our environment or through

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what other people have told us, and it's

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possible to grow and we can be better versions of

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ourselves. So I'd probably say the haiku is one of my favorites, but it's

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entitled, though, so. Yeah.

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Wow. Okay, that's interesting. And have you done any,

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like, book tours yet or anything? And, yeah, so

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I've done quite a few things since I released it last year, actually. So

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some of the ones that come to mind is I did a book signing in

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a local bookshop called Kenilworth Books, I think, last,

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late last year, which went really well. And

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I'm just going to say a shout out as well to all local bookstores that

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support artists. I think you guys are heroes

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because pretty much if you don't have a publishing deal,

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any big, major bookstores, they won't even consider you. And that was

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quite a shock that I learned when going through the self publishing route.

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There's definitely some gatekeeping going on in the literary

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community. And even with magazines or

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different people that offer to review books as well, most don't take self

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published books, which was quite a shock.

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Wow, that's crazy. I know. Here they're accepting it more now

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because I was, you know, and I mean, it's just weird

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because to me, the self published authors, hey, they got, you know, you know, I

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would say uniqueness now, and it's more

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authentic and raw in a way because, you know, we're coming to you ourselves.

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But hopefully that starts to change. I mean, do you

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like being self published, though, or did you want a publishing deal?

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So it's. I'm not sure, really. I

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think with being self published, I like the fact

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that you can have more creative control and

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you can express the, let's say in my case, a book, you can

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express it the way it's intended to be expressed. Whereas if you go

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a traditional publishing route, there's no way my cover would have been

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accepted the way it is without any text, because that's like a big no no

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for like.

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But going with a traditional publisher does have its perks as

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well. You know, you. You sacrifice or compromise on certain

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areas, and then they might have a bigger reach. They might be able to

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get you more event placements, but I

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still think with traditional publishers, there's no guarantee of success. Just like with

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record labels, you know, with music, they invest all this money into

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you, and essentially they can give you an advance, but it's just a

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loan, really. At least with record labels. Yeah, pretty

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much. And if you don't turn out to be a successful

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musician in this case, then. Then guess who's gonna have to pay it back.

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Thing I do. Yeah, exactly. What's that? I mean,

407
00:25:08,306 --> 00:25:11,986
yeah, I was about to ask you about that because, you know, a lot of

408
00:25:12,010 --> 00:25:15,714
times people think that being a music artist is just like being

409
00:25:15,754 --> 00:25:19,522
on tv everywhere. But when I turned 20, the game started

410
00:25:19,578 --> 00:25:23,362
changing. You know, the independent artists are making money. Like, I met a

411
00:25:23,378 --> 00:25:25,442
guy and I used to work at the airport. I was 20 years old. He

412
00:25:25,458 --> 00:25:28,866
was pulling 200,000 a year artist. Chilling. That's incredible. He

413
00:25:28,890 --> 00:25:32,714
wants. And I think, yeah. I was like, what? Okay.

414
00:25:32,754 --> 00:25:36,354
So he was doing that, and I say, it's possible. And when I took

415
00:25:36,394 --> 00:25:40,002
a, I took a marketing training, I think it was like three, four years

416
00:25:40,018 --> 00:25:43,498
ago. No, it hadn't been two years ago. Time go by so fast. And I

417
00:25:43,506 --> 00:25:46,490
said, all you need to know is how to market and have money to push

418
00:25:46,522 --> 00:25:49,962
that market. So all you have to do is, even if you have to get

419
00:25:49,978 --> 00:25:53,302
a loan from the bank, that is your loan. So it's a little bit better

420
00:25:53,418 --> 00:25:56,614
if you have to get a higher paying job. Whatever the case is, you can

421
00:25:56,654 --> 00:26:00,446
market your own stuff just like the labels, because marketing

422
00:26:00,510 --> 00:26:03,670
is the key to winning, so you don't even have to deal with the label,

423
00:26:03,702 --> 00:26:07,118
them telling you how to dress and what to do. Because I've seen a lot

424
00:26:07,126 --> 00:26:10,854
of artists in my twenties in Atlanta, Georgia, where they were, like, telling them,

425
00:26:10,894 --> 00:26:12,702
hey, you know, you need to dress like this. You need to do this and

426
00:26:12,718 --> 00:26:16,166
that. I was even told to be more like Rihanna at the time.

427
00:26:16,230 --> 00:26:19,962
Rihanna was popular during that time around 20, when I was 22, 23, and

428
00:26:19,978 --> 00:26:23,178
they would tell, you know, tell us to be more like that artist. And it

429
00:26:23,186 --> 00:26:25,626
was like, it took the juice out of it. Like, I thought that I could

430
00:26:25,650 --> 00:26:29,402
just be myself. So, you know, I was already kind of wise at

431
00:26:29,418 --> 00:26:32,586
that time that I didn't want to be like that. And the other artists were

432
00:26:32,610 --> 00:26:36,210
just getting. Some people gave in and said, hey, I'll be this caricature. And so

433
00:26:36,242 --> 00:26:40,010
said, no, I'm not going to do it. You know, and that's, that's

434
00:26:40,042 --> 00:26:43,602
why it's just more fruitful to be independent, I think. Especially if you authentic artists.

435
00:26:43,658 --> 00:26:47,272
Yeah, I mean, I respect that. And the idea of you trying

436
00:26:47,328 --> 00:26:51,016
to imitate another artist, to me is, I think it's a waste of time.

437
00:26:51,080 --> 00:26:54,776
Because if. If a fan of her music or someone that

438
00:26:54,800 --> 00:26:58,224
likes that kind of music has a choice between a big, well known

439
00:26:58,264 --> 00:27:01,984
artist that, you know, had been marketed probably

440
00:27:02,024 --> 00:27:05,512
a lot more than you have, and is already a household name,

441
00:27:05,648 --> 00:27:09,352
they're probably going to go with them if it's. The choices are very similar.

442
00:27:09,448 --> 00:27:11,564
So it just seems like a waste of time.

443
00:27:14,704 --> 00:27:17,960
Yeah, they're losing money. They're gonna lose out on their loan, like you said.

444
00:27:18,032 --> 00:27:21,736
So I think. I think it's just my opinion. I mean, my

445
00:27:21,760 --> 00:27:25,208
advice to artists out here just listening, please, just learn marketing, go take a course.

446
00:27:25,256 --> 00:27:28,664
Because nowadays there's courses. Back when I first started music at 20, there was really

447
00:27:28,704 --> 00:27:32,368
no free courses. You got udemy, now you got coursera, where you can learn

448
00:27:32,416 --> 00:27:35,952
free, you can learn training on marketing and just market your own stuff. Even if

449
00:27:35,968 --> 00:27:39,102
it's a dollar a day on Facebook, it can take you far and just do

450
00:27:39,118 --> 00:27:42,630
your own events. People like events. So if you, if

451
00:27:42,662 --> 00:27:46,086
you. I don't know if you guys have eventbrite in UK, but, like, there's certain

452
00:27:46,150 --> 00:27:49,550
apps you can use where you can, like, book a venue. I know it's like

453
00:27:49,582 --> 00:27:53,334
50 an hour here in the US, but there's probably somewhere you can

454
00:27:53,414 --> 00:27:56,886
book a venue and then just people like live stuff and they'll buy it just

455
00:27:56,910 --> 00:27:59,398
because a lot of people don't have. Some people don't have anything to do, or

456
00:27:59,406 --> 00:28:02,938
they just want to do something different, they will literally buy your, your tv

457
00:28:02,966 --> 00:28:06,794
ticket, you know, and I think that's one of the biggest ways.

458
00:28:06,834 --> 00:28:10,682
More than just streaming platforms, you know, is just starting your

459
00:28:10,698 --> 00:28:14,058
own shows. I think on that note, like, that's really good

460
00:28:14,106 --> 00:28:17,322
because it's something that I've experienced a lot as well

461
00:28:17,378 --> 00:28:20,850
since, especially since releasing the book, I found that

462
00:28:21,002 --> 00:28:24,626
most of the time where I made my sales with my

463
00:28:24,650 --> 00:28:28,138
book, it was in person events. It was taking them to open mic

464
00:28:28,186 --> 00:28:31,534
nights, you know, plugging the book at the end of my set,

465
00:28:32,514 --> 00:28:36,002
book fairs and things like that. And I think it's because, like, you're talking about,

466
00:28:36,018 --> 00:28:39,626
like, the in person nature of it, I think it's because when you

467
00:28:39,730 --> 00:28:43,194
have that connection with someone in person, it feels a little bit more real and

468
00:28:43,234 --> 00:28:46,730
genuine. Whereas if someone streams your music,

469
00:28:46,842 --> 00:28:50,530
they. I feel like there's a disconnect. They're just hearing your music rather

470
00:28:50,562 --> 00:28:53,814
than connecting with you as a person and

471
00:28:54,594 --> 00:28:58,268
like, because of that, I think, yes, the in person

472
00:28:58,426 --> 00:29:02,216
marketing, if you like, through doing events, is the way to go, and it's, it's

473
00:29:02,240 --> 00:29:06,024
the way to build your fan base and to become

474
00:29:06,104 --> 00:29:09,640
part of a local community of real people that, you know, make

475
00:29:09,672 --> 00:29:13,496
genuine connections with each other as well. Yes, I

476
00:29:13,520 --> 00:29:16,632
love it. I mean, that's, I mean, I think that's what I think artists should

477
00:29:16,648 --> 00:29:20,160
be doing because it, I'm telling you, they'll see a big growth in no time.

478
00:29:20,232 --> 00:29:22,696
That's what I believe. I mean, I didn't do it yet. I'm gonna work on

479
00:29:22,720 --> 00:29:26,420
it. I have some stage fright issues I'm getting over, but I can,

480
00:29:26,492 --> 00:29:30,044
I have a whole studio in my, in my room. But it's like,

481
00:29:30,124 --> 00:29:33,916
oh, man. It's like I like to perform just hiding a little bit. But

482
00:29:33,980 --> 00:29:37,700
at the end of the day, I do want to start performing out again and

483
00:29:37,732 --> 00:29:41,516
getting, you know, getting that connection and getting people to just to

484
00:29:41,540 --> 00:29:44,860
hear new type of music, new styles. But, uh, but, yeah,

485
00:29:44,892 --> 00:29:48,020
so before, well, you know what? I have two questions before

486
00:29:48,092 --> 00:29:51,914
we end the show. So what are your thoughts on

487
00:29:51,954 --> 00:29:55,786
AI, artificial intelligence and the music and art? Like, is, does

488
00:29:55,810 --> 00:29:59,482
that affect you or do you enhance it? It's funny because

489
00:29:59,538 --> 00:30:03,334
this has come up a lot recently. So

490
00:30:04,714 --> 00:30:08,274
my sort of thinking of AI is I don't

491
00:30:08,314 --> 00:30:11,882
think AI as a whole is necessarily a bad thing,

492
00:30:11,938 --> 00:30:15,562
but I really think that AI should just be banned from

493
00:30:15,618 --> 00:30:19,406
all art altogether because I think if it starts

494
00:30:19,470 --> 00:30:23,094
getting used for the minor details of creating a

495
00:30:23,134 --> 00:30:26,790
creative project, it's only a certain amount of time before it starts getting

496
00:30:26,822 --> 00:30:30,230
used more and more. And a really good

497
00:30:30,262 --> 00:30:33,518
example of AI and art that I really disagreed with,

498
00:30:33,566 --> 00:30:37,262
and it was a real shock, was a

499
00:30:37,318 --> 00:30:41,166
video competition that Pink Floyd put out where they

500
00:30:41,190 --> 00:30:44,354
wanted different animators to create a video

501
00:30:44,794 --> 00:30:48,642
for each of the songs off their record. Dark side of the Moon,

502
00:30:48,818 --> 00:30:52,214
I think it was for the 50th anniversary, and

503
00:30:53,194 --> 00:30:56,254
unlike a lot of competitions, there was no,

504
00:30:57,274 --> 00:31:00,786
there was no clause that said that AI wasn't allowed. And because of

505
00:31:00,810 --> 00:31:04,186
that, there were so many AI entries and one of them actually

506
00:31:04,250 --> 00:31:07,714
won. And it won compared. Yeah,

507
00:31:07,754 --> 00:31:11,536
exactly. And there were lots of artists that you could

508
00:31:11,560 --> 00:31:15,200
tell. They spent months and months on their animations. And

509
00:31:15,392 --> 00:31:19,200
the guy that won, almost like he couldn't

510
00:31:19,272 --> 00:31:23,096
sort of explain what he did properly or like, it didn't seem very

511
00:31:23,160 --> 00:31:26,680
genuine yet his video won. And I think

512
00:31:26,872 --> 00:31:30,672
especially because it's Pink Floyd, like a massive household name, one of

513
00:31:30,688 --> 00:31:34,416
my favorite bands as well. It's that alone is

514
00:31:34,440 --> 00:31:37,968
set a real dangerous precedent that, you know, artists or like,

515
00:31:38,016 --> 00:31:41,660
animators in this case, they have to compete with AI now.

516
00:31:41,732 --> 00:31:44,504
And AI is almost winning in some cases.

517
00:31:46,284 --> 00:31:49,876
Wow, man, that's crazy. I do. I do

518
00:31:49,900 --> 00:31:52,972
understand you on that one. I kind of. I sometimes feel like I'm half and

519
00:31:52,988 --> 00:31:56,276
half. I do like artificial intelligence, what it can do, because I, you know, I

520
00:31:56,340 --> 00:31:59,508
work in tech and I do like some of the things that it can do,

521
00:31:59,556 --> 00:32:02,180
and I do like, some of the art I can create. Create. I know that's

522
00:32:02,212 --> 00:32:05,932
naughty, but I just like to create certain art with it. I

523
00:32:05,948 --> 00:32:09,732
was a painter, you know, I paint kind of abstract type work, so I do

524
00:32:09,748 --> 00:32:13,220
know how to paint. But when I do. When I do artificial

525
00:32:13,252 --> 00:32:16,836
intelligence art, it kind of just, I don't know, I kind of bring out what

526
00:32:16,860 --> 00:32:20,540
I want in a way, in, in a different way. So, you know,

527
00:32:20,652 --> 00:32:24,104
I don't know. But I do think that it's wrong to. To.

528
00:32:24,404 --> 00:32:27,364
I think if. I think there should be different type of competitions, if it's one

529
00:32:27,404 --> 00:32:31,172
to. For real animators and real artists,

530
00:32:31,228 --> 00:32:34,852
that should be said and then have a contest for maybe the AI artistic

531
00:32:34,908 --> 00:32:38,612
piece. Like, just have different. Just differentiate. Differentiated. I

532
00:32:38,628 --> 00:32:42,156
think that will help out because it isn't fair to the artist that took all

533
00:32:42,180 --> 00:32:45,900
this time trying to get this piece done, our song done,

534
00:32:45,932 --> 00:32:49,756
you know, because you're also doing songs. Well, yeah, exactly. Yeah. No, I agree with

535
00:32:49,780 --> 00:32:53,412
you. I think clearly AI is not going away anytime

536
00:32:53,468 --> 00:32:57,316
soon, but if it's reshaped into a

537
00:32:57,340 --> 00:33:01,180
way that doesn't harm real artists and it is kind

538
00:33:01,212 --> 00:33:04,980
of kept separate and it's people that create it acknowledge it as

539
00:33:05,012 --> 00:33:08,860
AI art, I think that's a direction that is better rather than

540
00:33:08,892 --> 00:33:12,492
trying to sort of blend. Blend the two and sort of kind of

541
00:33:12,588 --> 00:33:14,704
make real artists compete with AI.

542
00:33:16,884 --> 00:33:20,588
Yes, I totally agree. I love it. And before we head

543
00:33:20,636 --> 00:33:24,304
out, I want to know what. What events or anything are

544
00:33:24,624 --> 00:33:28,288
books or any projects that you have coming up that you want the audience to

545
00:33:28,296 --> 00:33:31,584
know about. Yeah, sure. So I think the most thing, the thing that's coming up

546
00:33:31,624 --> 00:33:35,016
that is the most interesting and close to completion is my

547
00:33:35,040 --> 00:33:38,496
photography work. So I've been building

548
00:33:38,600 --> 00:33:42,152
a fairly, well, I think, a fairly big portfolio in the

549
00:33:42,168 --> 00:33:45,344
background. I haven't really been sharing all of it on social media yet.

550
00:33:45,504 --> 00:33:49,176
And I think within the next three months,

551
00:33:49,280 --> 00:33:52,736
maybe sooner, I should be able to start offering prints of

552
00:33:52,760 --> 00:33:56,368
my, some of my portfolio as well, which I'm really excited

553
00:33:56,416 --> 00:34:00,176
about. I can't wait to get them printed either by myself,

554
00:34:00,240 --> 00:34:03,816
I get a professional printer or another company, get them mounted and

555
00:34:03,840 --> 00:34:07,656
boarded and presentable, basically, for anyone that's interested

556
00:34:07,680 --> 00:34:11,484
in them, so that they can hopefully put them up on our walls at home.

557
00:34:13,464 --> 00:34:16,976
No, that's so inspiring. I love it. You know,

558
00:34:17,040 --> 00:34:20,872
always thought AbOut. I mean, we're so similar. It's not Even. It's uncanny. Because

559
00:34:21,008 --> 00:34:23,728
one thing is, I. I said, I want to take some pictures of some. I

560
00:34:23,736 --> 00:34:26,296
got some hummingbirds out in my backyard, and I said, I want to take some

561
00:34:26,320 --> 00:34:29,432
pictures of the hummingbirds and stuff. And I just never bought the camera because I

562
00:34:29,448 --> 00:34:32,840
felt guilty, because I'm doing a lot of. I'm

563
00:34:32,872 --> 00:34:36,632
like. I'm, like, doing something that said the guilt came in, but I said, you

564
00:34:36,648 --> 00:34:39,128
know what? You know, now that I'm talking to you, I'm like, I just want

565
00:34:39,136 --> 00:34:42,512
to take pictures that God darn honey bird. I just want to. Because Mickey memories.

566
00:34:42,568 --> 00:34:45,280
And when I'm old or something, I can look back and say, that's a BeAuTiful

567
00:34:45,312 --> 00:34:48,312
picture of THat HummingBird. And I can. Maybe somebody else might want to buy it.

568
00:34:48,328 --> 00:34:51,600
I mean, if you do take a photo of it, please let me see. Because

569
00:34:51,672 --> 00:34:54,712
I'm all for WIldlife photography. It's one of my favorite genres of

570
00:34:54,728 --> 00:34:58,504
photography. Yes.

571
00:34:58,544 --> 00:35:00,904
And then maybe you can critique and let me know what I can do better

572
00:35:00,944 --> 00:35:04,792
and stuff, too, because I'm still learning. The photography thing is kind of new to

573
00:35:04,808 --> 00:35:08,324
me. I know how to edit pictures and stuff, but I'm like, oh,

574
00:35:08,404 --> 00:35:12,252
so just. I'm gonna start. Yeah. Well, if it helps, it's still quite new to

575
00:35:12,268 --> 00:35:15,636
me, to be honest. I mean, I only took it seriously late last year,

576
00:35:15,700 --> 00:35:19,500
but since doing that, my progress has been exponential. I've

577
00:35:19,532 --> 00:35:22,932
learned. I've read quite a lot about it, watched so many YouTube videos,

578
00:35:22,988 --> 00:35:26,780
and. But I do think the most important thing,

579
00:35:26,972 --> 00:35:30,444
I guess, this applies to any art form, is just to kind of

580
00:35:30,484 --> 00:35:34,300
experiment with it with photography, you know, this is just like a joke, general

581
00:35:34,372 --> 00:35:38,020
thing. Go out and take photos. Don't sit at home. Go

582
00:35:38,052 --> 00:35:41,772
out and look at the things that you find interesting. In your case, it

583
00:35:41,788 --> 00:35:45,620
could be hummingbirds. Just go and watch them and see

584
00:35:45,652 --> 00:35:49,292
what they do. And hopefully, when you go out

585
00:35:49,308 --> 00:35:52,588
again sometime, you have a camera with you, and you might capture a special moment

586
00:35:52,636 --> 00:35:56,224
that you wouldn't have had you not had that camera.

587
00:35:59,424 --> 00:36:03,120
That is so true. I love it. I love it. And what's the saying

588
00:36:03,192 --> 00:36:06,968
or quoting? Oh, that's a good one. So I don't know if this is someone

589
00:36:07,016 --> 00:36:10,736
else's motto that I've kind of copied without even realizing.

590
00:36:10,800 --> 00:36:14,304
But one thing I try to think of sometimes is about embracing

591
00:36:14,344 --> 00:36:18,152
imperfection. And I'm saying that as a perfectionist as well, which

592
00:36:18,168 --> 00:36:21,800
is ironic. But I think sometimes we

593
00:36:21,832 --> 00:36:25,656
try to make things too perfect and we take away the human element of

594
00:36:25,680 --> 00:36:29,494
it. And I think sometimes we need to kind of let go of mistakes

595
00:36:29,614 --> 00:36:33,262
or, well, quotations mistakes, because

596
00:36:33,398 --> 00:36:37,234
they're not necessarily mistakes. They could just be points of interest.

597
00:36:41,334 --> 00:36:45,022
Oh, now that was so cool. That's a sound

598
00:36:45,078 --> 00:36:46,754
like everywhere.

599
00:36:49,654 --> 00:36:52,898
I love that. I love that because they're in the age of

600
00:36:52,946 --> 00:36:56,454
perfectionism. Perfectionism. And sometimes I feel like I'm

601
00:36:57,114 --> 00:37:00,346
kind of in the middle. Like I'm not so much perfect, but I'm like, if

602
00:37:00,370 --> 00:37:02,826
I don't do this, then it won't be done because I'll sit there and overthink

603
00:37:02,850 --> 00:37:06,562
it as a scorpio. So I'm like, oh, I got to do this anyway, so

604
00:37:06,578 --> 00:37:09,542
I'm happy you said that. So. Yeah, well, I think what they're going. To do,

605
00:37:09,548 --> 00:37:13,330
one of the major downfalls of perfectionism, and I can say this from experience,

606
00:37:13,442 --> 00:37:17,082
is if it gets or if you let it take control, you just

607
00:37:17,098 --> 00:37:20,926
don't do anything at all. And then your art suffers because of that.

608
00:37:20,990 --> 00:37:24,718
I would rather have, let's say, 50 photos

609
00:37:24,766 --> 00:37:28,430
where there's some kind of thing that could be improved in it than

610
00:37:28,462 --> 00:37:32,150
no photos at all. Because at least then I'm probably still going to be

611
00:37:32,182 --> 00:37:35,766
improving. So I'm still taking the photos. I'm not sort of

612
00:37:35,790 --> 00:37:36,714
standing still.

613
00:37:41,174 --> 00:37:44,908
Yes, not standing still. I love it. I love it. So I want

614
00:37:44,916 --> 00:37:47,904
to thank you for coming on today. I mean,

615
00:37:48,444 --> 00:37:51,744
this was just a great conversation. And

616
00:37:52,844 --> 00:37:56,188
also, oh, I got your link anyway, so I'll share your link to the, to

617
00:37:56,196 --> 00:37:59,988
the fans if you have a new. Yeah, sure. So I think I

618
00:37:59,996 --> 00:38:03,100
don't have a new website that's coming up, but I think one thing I would

619
00:38:03,132 --> 00:38:06,908
say, or two things actually, is keep an eye out on

620
00:38:06,956 --> 00:38:10,504
Atmos productions because in the next

621
00:38:10,624 --> 00:38:13,944
couple of months, hopefully sooner, my new store will be

622
00:38:13,984 --> 00:38:17,564
operational and hopefully there'll be some prints on there.

623
00:38:18,224 --> 00:38:21,896
So I'm very, very much looking forward to sharing that, finally.

624
00:38:21,960 --> 00:38:25,364
I've been doing a lot of work in the background for that.

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Nice. I love it. There you have it. And I'll also add that in the

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show notes. Y'all. See if you didn't catch that. And I want to thank

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everyone for rocking with me. Please subscribe, thrive and share. And I

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appreciate it and stay safe out there. Peace, everybody.

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Thank you.